the queer drama in this town is literally fucking unreal one of my like goals for this year was make more new friends in this town as opposed to the town 20-25 minutes away where i went to school and where 90% of my current friends live but it turns out THIS one is a FUCKING WRECK it’s like the L word if the L word were set in 2019 and way more trans and way way WAY more of a dramatic mess and had more issues revolving around who is in what communist organization
Small brain: This dog loves me.
Big brain: This dog cannot love me but has a social bond with me because I provide for their needs. I only project the human emotion of love upon it.
Galaxy brain: This dog loves me because ‘human love’ is also a social bond between animals that develops from shared need and experience. We imagine it is unique or spiritual but it is only the same chemicals and electricity that exists in a dog. The dog feels as the dog does. That humans ascribe words or meaning to it does not elevate it or make it more real.
they are super not for everyone but frankly having a d*va cup saved my whole life for the past 4 years i would be hopelessly dysphoric without it…… the freedom of not having to deal with anything or even really notice anything is different for 12 straight hours in a day + the fact that i only have to buy one single gendered product once every 2 years + the complete discretion of it like……….. it is a miracle invention for me personally
me before work: i hate work i would honestly rather die than set foot in that building even just the idea of working makes my stomach churn FUCK working FUCK my boss FUCK the customers and mostly FUCK capitalism
me at work: honestly? this isn’t bad! i’m just doing my thing! making some money! it’s not like i would be doing anything constructive at home anyway! i love working!
me after work: that was the worst day of my whole entire life i wish i was dead FUCK working FUCK my boss FUCK the customers and mostly FUCK capitalism
this is the metaphor i keep using but my life right now feels like a persistent gentle drizzle after a long drought just like…. full of quiet nourishing things that are materially and spiritually healing like nothing very exciting is ever going on but just the fact that im in the best place ive ever been in my life which i couldnt have quite pictured even a year or two ago is exciting
